Completion Part II

I've said it before...may even say it again. Of all the things I'm sure of, I'm positive that I have no clue what is about to happen and equally unsure when it will happen. Sure feels like completion to me though. Approximately 14 years, 3 months, 22 days, 19 hours, 13 minutes, 39 seconds ago...I fell in love. That was the moment my Twin smiled at me. That's all it took to hook me. One smile and I knew he was my husband. The man I begged God to send me. The man I had been asking for since I was child. He was exactly as I had pictured him. As if I had made him up.

I remember cowering in my mother's arms when I was a child, crying and when she asked me what was wrong....the only thing I could think of was "nobody loves me".

I felt Twin's absence until he was born...when I was 9 years old. That was the year I "found God" That was the first time in my life I did not feel alone.

24 years later I got to meet my other half. Even though our time together was brief, it was long enough for our soul to merge. Our physical separation forced us to connect and communicate through our soul. Even as recently as last month I have wondered why we had to be separated. I believe I now understand. We are whole. We are One.